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I had finally gave the letter 2 her. I don’t know how she felt after reading da letter. Whtever…everything is over between us. I’m not happy wif wht i had done. But, I’ll not be happy either if things continue tat way. I’m actually feeling very afraid, afraid of doing da wrong thing, afraid of making da wrong decision, afraid of hurting other ppl…. However things are getting better this few days. I realize tat I can’t afraid much. I shud give myself a chance and do it 4 myself. Maybe I did made a right choice. ‘Coz now I'm myself once again… every time in anytime.

Ppl said: A) You'll happy if you do it 4 ur own. But, wht abt the other?
B) You feel miserable if you do it 4 the other and the other will b
happy. But, wht abt ur own?

Which 1 would you wanna be? For me, A & B do applied in different situation. I’ll choose A if I’m doing it 4 my own. I’ll choose A if the person is unimportant to me. I’ll choose A if the person doesn’t worth 4 me to think and care too much for him or her. B would be my choice if I’m doing it for someone very important to me. I’ll choose B if it’s worth 4 me to do so. I’ll choose B without feeling miserable and I will never regret doing it even if I’m the 1 who will get hurt at the end. I’ll never regret if everything comes back to me at the end.....